I am TERRIBLE for coming and going from tumblr. I’ll probably have a mad flurry of activity over the next wee while, then it will go dead again. If you actually follow me and you are actually vaguely interested where I have been - thanks. :)
I wish I could be that special something. That someone who draws crowds, and eyes. That person who is so sparking with charisma and charm it’s almost electric. Who is liked by everyone - and maybe even envied too. I wish I could be someone, someone who is going to make it big. Who is going to thrive and grow and be admired by everyone. Who is going to be comfortable with who they are and know what they want.
But truth is, I think I’ll just blend into the crowd - a white backdrop in someone else’s success story.
And it’s all just a bit sad really.